Sunday, December 19, 2010


i GiVe My BLooD To KeEp YoUr RoSeSReD


Everything that has a beginnin has an end



When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying

hOpe

If I die before you then my love will linger forever around you. And when you change your mind, and wish to be with me, I will greet you at heaven's gates with the same love and the same loving arms we knew in life



I never knew love was until i met you. I never expected changes in my life. You were different from those guys i used to mingle with. You know how people got to have first love.... It is in you where i felt true love. I felt so much for you. And if ever that i could put back time. I would do so, the time wherein we were still together sharing great moments but unfortunately i cant.

I kept thinking of you..everyday and every moment. I've been in a battle between my mind and my heart..my mind about to give up but here comes my heart saying cheer up. I cant stop loving you. I've been spending time thinking of happy moments we had. And keep pretending the truth that we're far from each other.(totally far from each other)

...somehow this heart of mine would learn to accept reality and be contented...

...contented to be just missing you!

i dont know if i do really need to say goodbye..but as for now i am still confuse and i am drowning of thoughts on how things work and used to be. I dont have any guts to get along with somebody else and pretend to be happy though im not. I thought i already knew you since before. I just waited for the time to say that i still have lots of things to know 'bout you..and here is the time!!!..maybe its too late



We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. We have to admit that love doesn't give us the license to own a person. This is what love means...sacrifice


HuRt mE agAin

All i seem to think about is you, I sit here and try not to cry. Everyone is asking me why, why am I so dam depressed. I say it's nothing, but they know it's something. You are the reason!!! I love you so much, but it hurts so bad, to know that I can't have your tender touch.
My days n nights are so lonely, I think I might be going crazy. Your love is the only thing I need in this world, and without you I'm not whole.
I hate seeing you and not being able to be with you, I hate to see you laugh, cuz I know I am hurting so deep inside. Why should you be happy when I can't even laugh without you popping in my mind. My laugh turns to tears......... Why can't I get over you?
I need you in my life, my world seems so blue. Nothing makes me happy anymore. You took your love away, and I fell apart! but it seems like you don't even care! So why sould I?

I wish I could just forget about you, I hurt you so now I guess you have to hurt me.

Our dreams


As I look back on all that's happened.. growing up,

growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed
together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I
realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be
gone forever.. and whatever the future holds, our today's make the memories of
tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold ...

lOve or anger??



A Man was polishing his new car. His 6 years old son picked up a stone & scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand & hit it so many times, not realizing that he was using a wrench.

At hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father with painful eyes he asked " DAD when will my fingers grow back? "

Man was speechless and very much disappointed. he went back to car and kicked it hard. Devastated by his own actions, sitting in front of that car, he looked at the scratches. child had written " LOVE you DAD". The next day that man committed suicide!!

Anger and love have no limits, choose the love to have a beautiful & lovely life.

ς੭ i Lost Everything =(

i dream about you and i lost my breath, i saw you and i lost my nerve.

i gave you my heart and i lost my hope, i gave you my love and i almost lost my life. ~ I Lost Everything ~

Thursday, September 16, 2010

jei di
n gache durey chole
udasin mele duti dana
kondin o se jodi pichu dake
kache tar fera jabe na..
ghum ghum ghum
ee bukher gopone kato
rup koatha ana gona
tomar sathe bikel bela
sei din!!!!

se din gachee hariye gachee
jome achee ajj kon smriti antore.
anmona mona phire sudu dekhe.
hariye galo sei sedin..

sei din gachee hariye gachee..


Thursday, August 5, 2010

2e17gau.jpg MOTHERS LOVE image by SPITFIRE_WARRIORMujhe chand kehti thi MAA Sada chumti rehti thi,Main khush rahU is liye sary dukh sehti thi,Hoti thi srdi bhut mgr mery kapde dhoti thi MAA...........

How did you find the energy, Mom
To do all the things you did,
To be teacher, nurse and counselor
To me, when I was a kid.

How did you do it all, Mom,
Be a chauffeur, cook and friend,
Yet find time to be a playmate,
I just can’t comprehend.

I see now it was love, Mom
That made you come whenever I'd call,
Your inexhaustible love, Mom
And I thank you for it all.
mothers day myspace







Wednesday, August 4, 2010

kano yei mon okaron..



kaNO yei mon okaron.
amay kaday jakhan takhan.
bhalobeshe
amay bhule gache kakhon...




bhule gachee ki kore ke jane.
achee se amar gane gane
jodi dake.
seh amake.
tare e khoje yei mon..
xanga surveys
sritir ki je jantrona
seh to bujhe nah
seh amay
kano kaday
hariye gache je jon..

Friday, July 23, 2010


kano tumi phire alena..amar dake sara dile nah..
tomay bhalobeshe..yei sapner deshe..ajj aar aka bhalo lage nah..
kato je chobi..monta akchilo..
megher e dehse.. ghor se bedhechilo..
se ghar amar venge dile ..chole gale aka phele..

kano tumi..phire ale nah..
bhalobasay dhora dile nah..amar dake sara dile nah..
bhul kore ajj o..ami je vebe bosi..
ager e mato..acho toh pasapasi..
vange je buk..bojhe mon..
tumi toh nao..amar apon..

kano tumi phire ale na..amar e hoye theke gale nah..
amar dake sara dile nah..

Thursday, July 22, 2010


broken heart 27

Khush Hain woh hamhe yaad na karke,
hans rahe he woh humse baat na karke.....
ye hansi unke honto se kabhi na jaye
khuda kare woh hamri maut pe be muskuraye ....
xanga photography

Satao ge humko, rulao ge humko,

Magar kis tarah bhula pao ge hum ko...

Khuda jane kya haal ho ga tumhara...

Jab kafan mein lipta hua pao ge hum ko...

emo sad comments

Jis ko hum ne chaha mohabbat ki hadein tor kar..

Aaj is ne dekha nahi neegah mor kar..

Ye jaan kar bohot dukh hua mujhe...

Ke woh khud bhi tanha ho gaya mujhe tanha chor kar..